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somber

oppressively solemn or sober in mood

restless

unable to rest or relax as a result of anxiety or boredom

hopeless

feeling or causing despair about something

haunting

poignant or evocative, difficult to ignore or forget

chipper

cheerful or lively

content

in a state of peaceful happiness

welcoming

friendly or making one feel welcome or gladly recieved

idyllic

extremely happy, peaceful, or picturesque

empowered

having been made stronger and more confident, especially in controlling their life and claiming their rights

ante

before or prior to