John Proctor Is the Villain Lines

Raelynn…

I just want to talk to you

you owe me that

I

OWE

you that?

you know what I mean

what are you even doing here

you’re never early

yeah but you are

wil you let me have my hand back please

I don’t want to

honestly Lee maybe

I don’t know

but it feels like it might be good that this happened?

You know?

like I think maybe it was supposed to?

like maybe it’s actually better this way

why…

why are you acting like this?

I just / don’t

look.

We’ve been together for what

six years?

seven

you know that

Lee that’s not normal

we’re only sixteen

we’ve been going out since fifth grade

it’s so weird

I don’t think it’s weird

I like

I have no idea who I am without you

being your girlfriend has been like

everything

and I mean

that’s not the way it should be

that used to be okay

you used to like that

I don’t know if I did

I think maybe I just didn’t think about it

you don’t have to think about every single thing

you know?

sometimes things can just be whatever they are

I like thinking about things

I wanna think about more things

I wanna try more stuff

like what

I don’t know

like kissing other guys?

no!

I mean maybe

one day

but that’s not even in like

the top five

what is?

I don’t know!

that’s the point!

I don’t even know what I wanna try

I don’t know anything

you obviously have Something mind

or Someone

you’re not listening to me

I am listening, you’re just not telling the truth

I don’t know!

I wanna dress different maybe!

to get attention from different guys?

no!

god!

why are You mad at Me for hypothetically wanting to kiss other guys

when you did way more than kiss my BEST FRIEND

and you’re acting like this is My Fault

I made a mistake…

it’s like

f*ckin Beth

and that new Atlanta girl

and that club

we only started the club like

last week

and it’s / not like

look…

it’s different for guys

it’s really hard

no I get that

we’d been together for

seven years

we’ve covered that

yeah

I just don’t understand

like

what are you waiting for?

is it because of your dad?

I thought all that stuff from church wasn’t / really —

I not waiting for anything

I’m just waiting

I don’t know

do you not trust me?

I mean

obviously I don’t now

the whole thing with

Her

was so stupid

it was just so f*cking stupid

and all it did was make me realize how much I love you

and how special this is

yeah so

yeah

it kind of did the opposite for me

I mean

yeah

Lee shakes his head to himself

then he pushed over a desk kinda violently

Lee!!!

sorry

beat

sorry

I just

long pause

I’m gonna go like

get breakfast or something

before the bell

hey

why are you wearing so much stuff on your eyes lately?

I like it

you like it?

I like the way it looks

why?

I don’t know

I just do

I think I maybe

I wanna start dressing like

kinda goth?

what

with all the black sh*t?

like hot topic?

yeah

I don’t know

I’ve just been thinking about it

that’s not you

no but

yeah

I think i might want it to be

but you look so pretty without makeup

you don’t need it

I hate that sh*t anyway

you literally haven’t seen me without makeup since we were twelve

you know that, right?

like

my mo taught be how to do my face before she taught me about my period