DRAM 130 Monologue — Pretty Theft

(Scene: Allegra's house. Allegra's Mom sits, facing away from us, watching TV. Allegra approaches her mother.)

I know you’re probably mad at me for leaving before the funeral, but I just can’t do it.

I know you’re probably mad at me for leaving before the funeral, but I just can’t do it.

My whole body itches and it won’t stop until I get in a car and can’t see this house or this town or this state from the rearview window.

My whole body itches and it won’t stop until I get in a car and can’t see this house or this town or this state from the rearview window.

This way is better.

This way is better.

This way I’ll come back from my trip and go straight to school and you won’t have to look at me or think about me.

This way I’ll come back from my trip and go straight to school and you won’t have to look at me or think about me.

You can tell people you have a daughter but you won’t have to talk to me on the phone or see me on the couch.

You can tell people you have a daughter but you won’t have to talk to me on the phone or see me on the couch.

I’ll be a no-maintenance daughter just like you always wanted.

I’ll be a no-maintenance daughter just like you always wanted.

I’m going to go now.

I’m going to go now.

I know someday you’ll want to talk to me again.

I know someday you’ll want to talk to me again.

Maybe after I graduate and get a job and get married and buy a house and have my own daughter.

Maybe after I graduate and get a job and get married and buy a house and have my own daughter.

Then you can talk to her and be her favorite and then we can pretend you were a really great mother.

Then you can talk to her and be her favorite and then we can pretend you were a really great mother.

She won’t know and I don’t have to tell her.

She won’t know and I don’t have to tell her.

But now I’m going to get on the road and push you out of my mind and I probably won’t think of you until I get to the grand canyon or some other fairly good canyon…

But now I’m going to get on the road and push you out of my mind and I probably won’t think of you until I get to the grand canyon or some other fairly good canyon…

…and maybe I’ll cry in front of the mammoth orange hole in the ground or maybe I’ll smile because it’s so beautiful and I’m free and windswept.

…and maybe I’ll cry in front of the mammoth orange hole in the ground or maybe I’ll smile because it’s so beautiful and I’m free and windswept.

But first I’m going to get into Suzy’s mom’s car and we’ll drive till there’s just drops left in the tank and as we cross the border into Massachusetts…

But first I’m going to get into Suzy’s mom’s car and we’ll drive till there’s just drops left in the tank and as we cross the border into Massachusetts…

…we’ll roll into the first gas station where I’ll get some Ding Dongs and some orange soda and I’ll bite into the first one sitting on the hood, watching the car slurp up gas.

…we’ll roll into the first gas station where I’ll get some Ding Dongs and some orange soda and I’ll bite into the first one sitting on the hood, watching the car slurp up gas.

Then I’ll get in the driver’s seat and put my foot on the accelerator until I can’t keep my eyes open anymore.

Then I’ll get in the driver’s seat and put my foot on the accelerator until I can’t keep my eyes open anymore.

So I pull over and we both close our eyes and sleep until we’re awoken at three am by separate but equally terrible nightmares.

So I pull over and we both close our eyes and sleep until we’re awoken at three am by separate but equally terrible nightmares.

[End scene.]