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Today I woke up at 8:20 AM feeling good and not too tired, and then I headed to work.
Today I woke up in the morning at 8:20 am, I feel good and not really tired.And then go to work.
In the morning, I finished one task.
In the morning, I just finished one task .
A few people came over asking me to fix some bugs.
Some people find me to fix some bugs.
I told my boss that it wasn't my responsibility and that he should assign someone else to handle it.
I talked to my boss that isn't my job, he need to arrange some guy to do that.
He agreed, but just five minutes later, he turned around and asked me to do it anyway, which really annoyed me.
He agreed. After 5 mins he still ask me to do that. I hate that.
On the bright side, I only spent 39 minutes on Zhihu and 22 minutes on Bilibili today.
I just use zhihu 39 mins and bilibili 22 mins today.
That's a huge improvement compared to yesterday!
It's better than last day a lot.
also noticed something interesting today.
I find something interesting.
It seems like people—especially women—often scream or shout whenever something chaotic happens in public, like a police situation, a riot, or a car crash.
Always women shouting out when some bad thing happen in public.for example, police kill dog, riot and car crash.
It's an interesting reaction.
That's funny.
Maybe screaming helps people release tension and process shock so they can calm down. I just hope I never find myself in a dangerous situation where I need to shout like that.
Maybe shouting can help people release their emotion, and calm down. I wish I would never meet some things like that make me need to shout out.
I woke up at 7:50 today feeling completely exhausted because I didn't go to sleep until 1:30 a.m.
Today, I woke up at 7:50 feeling tired and exhausted. Because I'm sleep in 1:30 am.
I always seek solace in online gaming whenever I fail to achieve my target SAT score.
I alway seek solace in the online game, when I lost my SAT and get a really bad score.
I hate it when people walk slowly in front of me
some people walk slowly before me.
One of my coworkers is super kind and always shares her snacks with me. I’m really appreciate it but I have to pass because I'm trying to watch my weight.
colleague shared But I need to reject.
When I was 18, I scored 510 on the SAT.
When I was 18 years old, I get 510 in SAT.
I was thrilled because I had finally gotten into college.
I'm thrilled. Finaly get university.
At first, I kept studying English and my other subjects relentlessly every single day.
at the beginning in the university. I persist study english and other subjects everyday.
My roommates were from Shenzhen, and it felt like everything had come easy to them growing up.
My roommate is come from SZ, they grow up easily.
To me, they seemed childish, naive, and ridiculous.
I see they'are childish and naive and ridiculous.
But after sticking with my routine for half a year, I completely snapped.
And then I persist half year, I lost it.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I dont take it anymore .
Why did I end up at this terrible university?
why I get this garbage university?
Why was I living with these obnoxious people? Why?
Why I live with these rogue? Why?
I had poured all my time into studying for the SAT, only to end up here.
I spend all time everyday to study for SAT.
I couldn't make sense of it.
But I only get there. I don't get it .
I was broken, so I tried to escape from all my failures by burying myself in online gaming.
I lost it.I'm broken. I try to seek solace in online gaming whenever I fail everything.
Today wasn't too busy.
Today, I'm no really busy.
I woke up in the morning at 8:23 and dragged myself to work.
morning I wake up in 8:23. And struggle go to corporation.
In the morning, I only finished two tasks.
and just finished two task in morning.
My boss gave me more tasks in the afternoon, and I barely managed to finish them all. Then at 6:00 PM, my team lead deployed everything into production.
afternoon my boos give me more task, and I barely finish it.and then 6:00 pm my tl deploy it in product environment.
Anyway, is there any news?
so any news?
I bought 10 RMB worth of the Nasdaq index today.
I buy nasdaq 10rmb today.
I also spent way too much time scrolling on Zhihu, which I hate doing.
and always scroll in zhihu, I don't like it .
I really hope I can avoid browsing Zhihu and Bilibili tomorrow.
I wish tomorrow I won't read zhihu and bilibili.