Food consisted of 250 grams of bread, often mixed with sawdust, and a quart of soup.
Infrequent access to basic sustenance, with portions depending on early arrivals to soup distribution.
Life and Death
Russian prisoners were seen as particularly sturdy, often executed when they arrived at the camp.
Execution practices included public hangings and torture before death.
One notable execution involved a Russian general shouting, "Long live freedom!" before being hanged.
Conditions and Entertainment of the SS Guards
Cruelty as Entertainment
Guards found amusement in torture, music playing while bodies were cremated.
Prisoners were often used for target practice, instilling a terror-filled environment.
An inmate orchestra existed, where musicians played to earn extra bread, although not truly voluntary.
Personal Accounts of Torture and Observation
Admiral Canaris Incident
Admiral Canaris was brought in, tortured and executed for allegedly attempting to assassinate Hitler.
His torture included severe physical abuse, and he endured without groaning or begging for mercy.
The Forced March and Train Experience
Transportation and Attack
On April 14, 1945, Jews were gathered and forcibly transported to Czechoslovakia, with machine guns ready to execute survivors.
An airstrike from American P-38s halted the transport, killing many prisoners and guards.
Prisoners faced a grim choice during the train attack: stay on the train and risk being shot by SS or jump off and risk being shot by the Allies.
Subsequent March and Conditions
After being trapped and attacked, survivors were forced to march at night.
Significant suffering, starvation, and executions of those who couldn’t keep up.
The journey involved about 2,600 prisoners, with only about 200 surviving the ordeal lasting from April 14 to April 23, 1945.
The Aftermath and Liberation
Post-liberation Life
After liberation, the interviewee and his father stayed in a hospital for a few months to recuperate.
Experiences of survivors included difficulties adjusting to standard nourishment after suffering malnutrition.
Many struggled with injuries and trauma resulting from their imprisonment and experiences during the march.
Future in Germany and Emigration
The interviewee lived in Germany from 1945 to 1949, working and trying to rebuild his life.
Eventually immigrated to the United States in June 1949, facing the lingering emotional impact of his previous experiences.
His journey included a return to Germany for military service during the Korean War, which was a difficult emotional reconfrontation with a painful past.
Reflections on Survival and Memory
Efforts to Rebuild
Emphasis on education, support from his father, and involvement with American aid organizations helped him adapt.
The cultural and psychological ramifications of his experiences remained profound and shaped his future.