An Open Letter to the Union of Concerned Scientists: Addressing issues surrounding Black death, silencing, and fugitivity.
Affirmation of Black life from a concerned Black human.
Octavia Butler: "All that you touch, you change. All that you change, changes you. The only lasting truth is change. God is change."
Zora Neale Hurston: "If you are silent about your pain, they will kill you and say you enjoyed it."
Mary Hooks: "The mandate for Black people in this time is to avenge the suffering of our ancestors...be willing to be transformed in the service of the work."
Audre Lorde: "When we speak we are afraid our words will not be heard nor welcomed...so it is better to speak, remembering we were never meant to survive."
Emphasizes the ongoing stress and trauma experienced by Black people in society.
Importance of storytelling and encouraging deeper examinations of truth.
Acknowledges historical suffering and systemic violence against Black people.
Calls for celebration and affirmation of Black life and survival, urging for compassion and understanding within communities.
Personal commitment to using voice for affirmation and healing, not just mourning.
Stresses the importance of sharing personal experiences to highlight institutional truths.
Discusses challenges faced in the workplace, expressing mistrust in job structures and their exploitative nature.
Reflection on past teaching roles and desire for a more impactful connection to community struggles related to food access and justice.
Recognition of how systemic issues limit overall effectiveness in community-focused roles.
Describes feelings of optimism when confronted with the idea of joining the Union of Concerned Scientists (UCS).
Outlines struggles with past jobs and inspirations derived from policy initiatives aimed at improving food access.
Detail of the application and interview process, revealing initial confidence and excitement.
Contrasts warm initial reception with feelings of isolation once responsibilities commenced.
Discusses lack of direction and support in new role at UCS.
Emphasis on disconnect between job expectations and the organization’s onboarding support, highlighting confusion in coalition dynamics.
Talks about being overwhelmed by combined roles and expectations, feeling overextended and drained.
Witnessed how institutional cultures can stifle individual contributions and voices, alongside feelings of being marginalized within a white-dominated environment.
Insights into the existing power dynamics and marginalization of BIPOC staff within the office culture.
Details on how systemic inequalities persist in daily operations through microaggressions and unchecked privilege.
Experiences of feeling voiceless and undervalued in workspace environments.
Emphasis on the need for recognition and collective humanity over numerical contributions.
Discusses the impact of systemic pressures that hinder personal and community health.
Continuous struggle with mental health and inability to access appropriate care or leave for healing.
Contrasts personal intentions of loyalty with the organization’s demand for continuous productivity.
Exploration of loyalty as a double-edged sword affecting mental health and personal well-being.
Encountered lack of genuine passion and commitment to equity and justice among some peers in the organization.
Describes minor recognition of BIPOC contributions amidst ongoing systemic inequities.
The internal struggle with being expected to perform emotional labor without proper acknowledgment.
Weight of systemic expectations versus personal values leads to a sense of deterioration.
COVID-19 highlighted organizational weaknesses and overwhelming workloads increase feelings of despair.
Desire for time to reflect and heal amidst personal and global crises.
Highlights a turning point towards personal rejuvenation and the reclamation of joy post-UCS.
Actively engages in creative pursuits and self-care practices emerging from the trauma of previous experiences.
Encouragement for individuals and communities to prioritize self-care, healing, and mutual support.
Advocates for recognizing systemic inequalities and addressing them through concerted actions against oppressive structures.
References the emotional toll of storytelling and invites support for future endeavors.
Call for accountability and meaningful change within organizations regarding BIPOC staff experience.