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day 1: locking in?

Hi it’s 4/25/24. Waiting till i get home. Pull all-nighter. Pop a celci. Pop a viv. jk idk only if i need to but locking in and i’llbe back later i’m at school Be back at like 8 I Have Game today 👅

day 2: actually locking in

it’s 4/28/24 and it’s 12:35 am i’m drinking celcius (tastes like ass) and i’m staring at my phone without a clue o f what’s going on this feels fake Don’t be a drag just be a queen whether you’re broke or evergreen lady gaga lady gaga lady gaga GGAAHAHAHAHAGAAALALALALALLALSALALALALAL i’m excited i’m also horribly bloated god please help me poop i’m sick of this bloat i want to cry lowkey and i need to study now ok now ok now ok now ok i’m so tired ok now i’m not remembering any of this new challenge: how long can i go without sleeping now let’s see okay locking in good morning america and hello human geography mr butler you’re going to love me more mom wash my back me and twin i’m going crazy Ok Bye I update sooner or later 🤓

hi it s 4 am my tummy hurts bad and im having trouble locking in lowkey Helppppoo nearly done w this unit tho so bai 👅

day 3: locking in for this whole week

hello its 10:20 pm i have slept a total of two hours in the past two days god do i feel great brother i can go on for ages i will study all of human geo and i will get a great score lets get it im on unit three basically just gotta finsih up studying also i just ate like shit but lowkey its fine and im fightong urges to eat more but im not hungry im just like bored tbh ok lets get studying also idk what was going on yesterday but my senses are heightened rn and im living lets pop a pill and lets get to work fellas #everydaybro lets see how long ican maintain this. time to go hard ^.^

hi three hrs later its 1:50 am my eyes wanna close so bad ive been doing frqs im so sleepy heeeeeeeeelpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp aaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggg

hi day 4: help me brha

hi so it’s 4/30/24 i want to explode i’ve been studying since 8:50am it’s 12:45 am i’m in a classroom and everybody is being the loudest that they possibly can please STOP TALKITN WHY DID U FOME TODAY OAAGAHHHHHHHHGGG i’m so annoyed i cannot focus on the speed test for memrise and i can’t stop doing it until i get everything correct save me save me save me save me SAVE ME!!!:!::$:$:!:$:&;!,@/‘ i’m going crazy i’m sick of everybody in this class room oh my GOD! STOP TALKING BRO PLEASE SHUT UPP AAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHFF IM SO ANGRY IM SO ANGRY IM SO ANGry ranting on knowt is crazy 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 im losing my mind i need to sob i need to sink into the floor and disappear helepppppp this is gonna take longer than anticipated i want to bang my head on this desk a billion times

why’d ur parents raise u to be absolutely obnoxious oh my god WHY DO YOU WANT ATTENTION SO BAD WHY ddhaAGAGAGAGG SHUT UP SHUT UP your parents need to pay attention to you GOD SUCK IT YP DEAL WITHOUT THE ATTENTION GOD GOD GOD GAGAAHAGAGAGAGAAAAAAAAAAHHH JUST BE QUIET SOMEONE WILL FIND YOU EVENTUALLY JESUS CHRIST

IM TWEAKINF OHMGYGOAAHHHDDD

hi same day its 9:47 pm lets get going im not tweaking as bad as i was earlier #cured i guess but i must finish unit 3 speed quiz before i carry on

im gonna lose my mind i hate memrise i hate evealnkIiusbldxiozianbwsjxnzlOhaiwsd Oh my God Bro! im gonna lose it im so lonely