Gerald N. Lund - Why Isn't God Answering Me?
Personal Testimony and Background
Introduction
Speaker expresses excitement about being present.
Acknowledges tendency to speak quickly.
Early Life
Converted to LDS Church at age 11, only member of family.
Grew up in Olympia, Washington; family circumstances: mother in sanatorium for tuberculosis, father worked on a tugboat.
Describes feeling of isolation; only visited by grandmothers.
Conversion Experience
State missionaries visited and shared Joseph Smith's story; speaker felt an immediate confirmation of truth.
Requested to join the church; parents agreed to wait a year for baptism.
Baptism occurred at YMCA swimming pool in Olympia, Washington.
Family Tragedy
Father died in a traffic accident; later baptized mother posthumously through temple work.
Health Challenges
Mother suffered serious health issues from tuberculosis, leading to surgery and significant recovery.
Emotional impact of seeing mother behind glass in the hospital, leading to stuttering due to stress and anxiety.
Education and Early Ambitions
Attended BYU and played football; reminisces about sports experiences.
Called on a mission to Mexico, faced initial concerns about speaking difficulties.
Received patriarchal blessing at 15 predicting "the Lord will lose your tongue."
Spiritual significance attributed to smooth mission experience during setting apart as missionary.
Personal Growth and Spiritual Principles
Testimony and Faith Development
Ignited a lifelong testimony of Joseph Smith and the principles of the gospel.
Importance of harmonic peace from the gospel, emphasizing life-changing principles.
Principle of Love and Frustration
Emphasis on taking love to loved ones and frustrations to the Lord as key to divine promise.
Definition of love as: "acceptance, affection, appreciation with the intent of helping someone else become their best self."
New Commandment: "A new commandment I give unto you, that ye love one another as I have loved you" (John 13:34).
Distinction between different forms of love in scripture: "philos" vs. "agape" love.
Overcoming Natural Responses
Encouragement to rise above natural man/woman; use divine love that requires effort and selflessness.
Discussion of criticism vs. reproof: stress on discerning when it is appropriate to express criticism only when inspired by the Holy Ghost.
Expectations and Frustrations
Understanding Frustration
"All frustration comes from unmet expectation."
Link between frustration and unrealistic expectations.
Call for self-examination of expectations about the behaviors of loved ones.
Encouragement toward more effective strategies of prayer and love rather than harsh criticism.
Pain of Miscommunication
Describing issues of communication and emotional fallout caused by frustration-driven comments.
Reminder that loved ones often know foundational values and don’t need re-education on right and wrong conduct;
Negative comments lead to rejection rather than acceptance and love.
The Role of Divine Intervention
The Power of Prayer
Divine intervention is accessible through faith, aimed at real and sincere prayer.
Concept that prayer can lead to divine intervention and change in loved ones.
The role of patience in witnessing spiritual change.
Principles of Divine Intervention
Softening the heart: Example of Nephi praying to the Lord to soften his heart.
Strengthening: The Lord strengthens both individuals and situations through trials and faith.
Raising others: God often raises up other people to assist in situations beyond one's control.
Removing problems: God's timing in dealing with issues can involve gradual resolution rather than immediate solutions.
Patience and long-suffering: The importance of enduring challenges and waiting for divine timing in the lives of loved ones.
Personal Anecdotes and Applications
Family Dynamics
Speaker shares personal instances dealing with his son's challenges post-mission.
Use of love and prayer instead of confrontation improved their relationship significantly.
Reflection on the struggles faced with expectations surrounding son’s behavior.
Effective Communication Strategy
Suggested to express unconditional love, maintain a listening ear, and gently advise without harsh judgment.
Conclusion
Final Reflections
Emphasizes the transformative power of love in relationships and the need for prayer.
Reiterates that divine intervention relies on our commitment to God’s methods, pointedly emphasizing the importance of patience and authentic love.
Ends testimony in the name of Jesus Christ, affirming the importance of divine principles in personal relationships and ongoing spiritual growth.