Hate it here lol

I was just talking to my mum about how I always get rejected. I’m actually so upset because damn like I really tried. Like I really did try and I got overlooked and rejected over and over and over again. Nothing I do even matters bro. I’m never gonna be that girl that gets the person she wants. It’s always gonna be reserved for some mediocre slides and socks-wearing, hun. Like damn. There’s only so much working on yourself you can do before you realize that this is just your life bro. Like I’m just gonna be doing this forever. No attention, no sex, no cuddles. Nothing. Just me and myself. Fucking hate it here.