essay

 I just put scraps together and made a shitty essay that I nine times out of ten am going to fail. Here comes my overthinking. “What if my teacher suggests that AP Lit is too fast paced for me? Why if my grade drops below 85%? Is school even for me at this point?”

     I got the results back a few days later, 89%. Not what usually satisfies me but to say that it was done in fifteen minutes with cramping hands and sweat running down my back in a 65 degree classroom, it is definitely enough for me to sleep at night. 

     I  wish I could say that was the last time that ever happened, but that would be fabrication. I still procrastinate to this day and Lord do I pray I could stop. I will not just accept this as my fate, I don’t want this to keep happening. I still try different tactics, in hope of finding one that works for me. What I can confidently say, is by the end of this semester, I’ll have it all figured out and my best foot will be far ahead of me.