Tea
Lila
Lives in jamaica,
Online goth girl Dommy mommy. Shes actually a switch. And her voice is so damn hot. Very very obedient. Would do and say anything i command
10/10 - really hot and fun but too far
Brenna
Written on 5/14: Needs no intro. I really miss eating her ass and pussy. And kissing her. Oh my fucking god I didnt realize how much i took her makeout skills for granted bruh. Everyone else since her is absolute ass. Same things goes for giving head, she was really good at that too. Damn she was sexy asf. Hella sexually compatible and sweet and i miss her. Im gonna text her on her birthday, 5/31, when ive moved into my new place. I really wanna just be fwb with her bc clearly relationships dont work . If i had her to satisfy me i fr wouldnt need anyone else. I need to have sex with her at least one more time in my life. (6/23) So i texted her on her birthday on 5/31 and we had a short but sweet conversation. We both missed eachother a lot and thought about eachother. We talked a bit about our lives and were flirting heavy. Eventually i asked if she wanted to come over and she said she didnt think that was a good idea since nothing has changed with my female friends. She also doesnt wanna do something casual bc she knows that she’ll just want more. The convo got more sad after that and she said she dreams about me often… . We eventually said good byes and called it a night. Fast forward to 6/21 and she texts me out of the blue a taylor swift song all about wanting to reach out to someone but holding your tongue. I was worried she wasnt doing okay mentally but she said she was just having a rough couple of weeks. We eventually started just chatting and catching up again and i was staying up late to talk to her. It started getting late and we said sad good nights again like last time, but it was a little less sad this time tbh. Im very confused on what she wants from me tbh. But i think theres a decent chance we hook up again if this keeps happening. Fingers crossed! . (7/10) The other day I was thinking about her alot, i think bc i talked about it abit with vaughn. But i was missing her a lot and really wanted to reach out. I really miss the feeling of being loved, and all these women dont really fill the hole inside of me. Anyway i started missing being able to hold and kiss and cuddle her. And then i started crying. so yeah that was fun. Goddamn i miss her. Unless i get some other emotional connection idk how much longer i can not reach out. I deserve a free pass to text her bc she texted me first last time right!! (7/23) Okay so she texted me saying i miss you yesterday. And i told her that i drove up to her apartment that same day and that was kinda cute. Anyway we started chatting and getting sappy and she mentioned wanting to see me. I said I wasnt sure if that was a good idea and she said she missed me so bad and really wanted to see me again. Last time we had talked I mentioned that I’d rather be casual with her than nothing but she said that she couldn’t do that bc she knows that she wants more from me than that. But this time she said that she wanted to be casual with me or at least try it. Im ngl i feel guilty about wanting something casual now bc i feel like i put this idea into her head to make her accept something that she doesnt actually want. And i told her that but she said that this is something she came to on her own and she thinks we could make it work. I didnt tell her this but i also feel guily bc ive slept with 8 ppl in 4 months since we’ve broken up. And she doesnt know that yet. But yeah I said we could talk about being casual so she’s coming over later today. Im honestly excited and really scared at the same time. I really wish i wasnt on duty so i didnt have to worry about that stupid phone. And also i havent gotten tested in a while and i dont wanna give her anything so idk if im gonna have sex with her or not, even though i really want to. But yeah id be cool with just cuddling her all night. I really dk how im gonna tell her the bad news or how the conversation is gonna go. 8/3 - Okay so that didn’t happen… We ended up fucking pretty quickly after she came over. I had trouble getting it up at first which is always so embarrassing. Also i almost made her cum from oral 4 times in a row but i got interrupted by the duty phone lol. But yeah since then we’ve basically been back to normal and just like how we used to be. I’ve slept over her house twice so far and we’ve watched movies did face masks and of course fucked a lot. Anyway she just came over to my house for a bit to cuddle and kiss bc she was having a rough day. It was pretty sweet fr. I talked to my sister the other day and she said I really need to have a serious conversation with her which I’m gonna do thursday bc thats the next time i see her. Im scared tbh. Ever since we broke up for the second time i’ve known that I wanted her back but i dont think i wanna do anything long term with her. And she’s still talking like we’re gonna get married and she’s gonna move in with me and she’s gonna meet my parents, but i dont have the courage to tell her otherwise yet. Im such a coward. I will have this conversaiton with her in a couple days. I have to. 9/3 So we. 9/25 — Been missing Brenna a lot tonight. I still check her TikTok reposts basically every day because I wish I had some way of knowing what she’s thinking, how she’s feeling, and whether she’s okay. I watched an old video she sent me of her singing and playing guitar and teared up. Later I started thinking about all the pictures I have of her sleeping on my chest and cried again. I really miss holding her. She was so precious to me and whenever she fell asleep on me I felt this overwhelming urge to protect her.
Something I realized tonight is that having other women interested in me really doesn’t replace what I had with her. I have more options now than I probably ever have, and I really like people like Widlynn and Jaz, but it’s completely different. With basically everyone else, eventually I’ve had enough interaction and want my space back. Even with Widlynn, who I genuinely really like and have grown more fond of, after a few days I started hoping she’d be gone when I got home so I could have my apartment and bed to myself. After she left I was relieved, and later I’d want to see her again.
I don’t remember ever feeling that way with Brenna. We’ve spent multiple days basically constantly together and I never got tired of her. Even when she wanted some alone time, I would’ve happily stayed if she changed her mind. Sometimes we’d be doing separate things in her loft and I’d actually go over to her because I wanted to be closer. I normally don’t even like sleeping cuddled up because I need room to spread out, but if Brenna rolled onto me while she was asleep, I’d just let her stay there. Having her close felt worth giving up my space.
I think that’s a major difference between her and everyone else. With other people, even people I really like, eventually being alone feels better. With Brenna, being with her could feel better than being alone. I didn’t just want her when I was horny or wanted attention. I wanted her presence.
Right now I’m not even horny. I mostly just want to hug her, cuddle her, hold her and know that she’s okay. I know she’s been through a lot and has felt lonely, and I feel guilty wondering whether I made any of that worse. I still care about her deeply even though I don’t think getting back together would fix the reasons we ended.
I also realized that sex with Brenna felt different because the emotional intimacy was wrapped into it. I loved how comfortable and spontaneous we could be with each other and how close I felt to her. But tonight what I miss most isn’t sex. I miss loving her, being loved by her, taking care of her, and having someone whose presence never made me wish I was alone.
I don’t know if I’ll eventually have that kind of connection with someone else. Maybe Brenna is genuinely an extreme outlier for me, or maybe she’s just the first person I’ve ever gotten attached to that deeply. Either way, I think that’s why having more women interested in me hasn’t filled the hole left by losing her. (10/3) I had a dream about her last night. I don’t remember exact details but she texted me saying she wanted to apologize and talk. In the moment I felt relieved and happy to hear from her but I also was asking myself what was their to talk about. It was a weird mix of emotions. And I was with Maddie bell and Vaughn in an ra meeting for some reason and when I read the message my heart sank but I pretended nothing happened.
11/10
Abby
Lives in Topeka. Willing to drive over to me
Freaky switch who says she loves me. Responds fast. Very pretty. Would do anything for me and wants to have my kids bruh. I accidentally let her know that im talking to other women and then lied about it. Its not looking good rn tbh. Slowly working my way back, so be careful. Is done school on the 21st but then going on vacation and should be back june 10th at the latest. Is willing to text me but is super uninterested and leaves me on read sometimes. (6/23)Okay so ive brought it back a lot and we’re pretty much back where we used to be. I had to be consistent and also send her some vidoes but we’re good now. The only problem is that her schedule is weird and the next time she could come over is july 25 or aug 1st/ so its gonna be a while. Doesnt really like to be punished that much. Loves to be called baby princess and mommy. Loves giving and getting head being fingered, having her ass and pussy ate and played with. Wants to eat and finger my ass. Doesnt want me to shave. Wants me to give her head and then lick up all her cum. Likes gettign spanked
10/10 i need to see her
Myiangel?
I was too forward. Be more chill next time, you've got time and a head start so just chill
I dont think its gonna happen, or at least not any time soon. Still hasnt texted me, but maybe during the summer she’ll hmu bc shes bored. Id love to be her bootycall tbh. She seems to be chill in person. Im so confused. Imma hit her up when i get my own place and invite her over. Summer is halfway over. Imma not be desperate and wait for her to reach out
Still a 10/10 tho
Keziah
Lives in Texas I think? Maybe willing to drive to me. Will be in North Dakota for the summer
Kinda sexual
5/10 bc she doesnt seem that interested.
Loreina (Reina loane)
Lives in fort riley. Willing to drive to me
Casual fwb. Shes hella freaky and wants to eat my ass. Leaving june 20th tho. Also i dont need a condom with her so im bumping her up. Hookup on 5 /6 ? Canceled to hang out with tragic and darleen. Same division or branch as Em? . gone rn but will be back on the 22nd of May. also will eat my ass. Im gonna invite her over when i get my knew place and see how freaky she really is. (6/23) so she got shipped out and we never linked which is tuff. Im only sad bc i havent had my ass eaten in a whilem she was pretty mid. Will be back in 9 months tho. (8/23)
8/10 interested and close but bc of looks
Josh
Lives in manhattan. I think id go to him. He can come over my place when i get one
FWB
7/10 im kinda scard lmao
Lise (Lease)
Lives in Lawrence. Willing to drive to me if i pay
Cool FWB, really freaky and fun to talk to. Bratty bottom with a public kink. Put my fingers in her mouth. Also a switch. Likes that i say the word dick instead of cock. Very forward. Like that I tell her that I want her. Linked with her : 7/10, it was fun but we werent the most sexually compatible which was fine. I had trouble getting hard and shes not that good at kissing or sucking dick. Fun to talk to tho and very interesting. I also appreciate that she told me what she wanted me to do and while it suc,s that i didnt do it well enough first try i like that she wanted to get the most out of the experience. Gotta use condoms too bc the pill messed her up. Done school the weekend of 5/7. Im gonna link with her probably 5/20 or 5/21. Has a strap but only pegs girls. Scared to do butt stuff with guys. (6/23) Doesnt want to talk anymore. Might come back we’ll see. Idc that much tbh she was mid
8/10
Mady
75 miles away
Might be down for fwb, idk yet. Can see half swipes so chill
9/10
Tragic (mya)
Lives in town
down to link when her braces don’t hurt, maybe the 25th. Okay so that didnt work out but we’ll probably like the week of 4/26. And also we got to chat on ft and shes actually really cool and witty and aksed me a lot of questions. She likes how i didnt down talk my ex, and how i have a lot going on, and how i said i wanna be fwb instead of just a hookup, and she just finds me interesting in general. Im bumping her up from a 9 to a 10. Its gonna take a while for her to be comfortable with coming over so just take it real slow. Maybe sooner than i thought? Loves when i call her baby. Linking on 05/6. update: it was fun and chill and we went from cuddling to kissing then groping then grinding then period sex. We stopped at her request then she started crying bc she was so embarrassed by all the blood. But the sex wasn’t bad fr, i did very well. I have the feeling she doesn’t like sucking dick tho. 7/10. Is free to come over on wednesday?. She got cold feet and didnt wanna hang out still really interested just wants to take it slow. She said she’ll initiate the next link so just chill out. (6/23)She didnt wanna talk anymore which is cool bc i got options might ask her to link again someday we’ll see. (7/8) she texted me the other day wanting to hang out again… told you so. Shes been working alot and sounds like she wants some stress relief. Im excited to see her when i get back tbh. IMPORTANT Says she’s never cum before. Likes the idea of being told what to do and how to do it, tell her shes doing a good job. Really into talking and dirty talk. (7/16) Im back in NJ now and we were gonna link but i blew her off to link with Jaz. i gotta see her soon so she misses me more. (7/23) she said she doesnt wanna link anymore lmao. Second time this has happened. Oh well she might be back. Im gonna bump her down bc shes pretty but def not 10/10 tbh
10/10 → 9/10
Liyah
60 miles away - might drive?.
Down for fwb. Will drive but only free thursdays and weekends. Free the weekend of the 16th. Need condoms. Likes giving head, likes it rough , likes bondage. Really sexy body tbh, hourglass figure fr. Can see halfswipes? Blocked me on snap? Linking with her 05/7 . Update: still blocked on snap, texted her on tinder with no reply. Idk fr. Snap:Liyah_istrash. Update 5/14 still blocked on snap but not on tinder?
8/10 kinda cute
Kaiah
15 miles away. Might drive
Probably down for fwb. Gonna link thursday probably
7/10
Em
13 miles away
down to link when she gets a car , hopefully by end of April . shes got a car, really down to link! Doesnt like condoms but also doesnt like BC . doesnt like giving or getting head. Pillow princess and likes being called princess. Weekends work for her, any time of day too. Hooking up on 5/6 ? . im gonna cancel this to hang out with tragic. Same division or branch or something as Reina? Link on 5/10, update: she was not as pretty in person tbh. didnt kiss very well, cant suck dick for more than like 3 seconds bc of a bad gag reflex. I came super fast when i was inside her. Ig i was excited idk. Shes taking the pill today. She had a bad time but is fine now. Really wants to link again. (6/23) havent talked to her in a while but we might link tomorrow, we’ll see
7/10
Grace
Lives in fort riley, can drive to me
Down to link. Link on 05/6 ! im gonna cancel this to hang with tragic. Schedule is hectic, wants me to just let her know when i wanna link. Is into a lot of the things i like , head , kissing ass positions . Link on 5/7! update: 8/10 for me. She’s pretty sexy and aggressive and stuff which I like. Takes a while to cum and isn’t the best at giving head tbh. I performed pretty well and ate her out for a while. We did missionary then back shots then pronebone then riding. I was spent by the time she wanted to ride me. I think she had a good time tho. Wish I could have lasted longer tbh. This one makes me miss Brenna . Wants to link week of 24th. (6/23) so that never happened, but anyway we havent linked in forever. I keep dodging her so she might be shipped out by now idl fr.
8/10 jacked as fuck and also really pretty
Darleen
Needs no intro fr. but we started talking again. she seemed to hate me over text lowkey but very interested in me when we talked irl. She chilled out after we talked in person which was cool. Were gonna hang out on 05/6 after mya and i’ll help her with her outfits to wear to spain. I really hope it goes well so she can start coming over. Hanging out at the mall on 05/6 to help her shop for spain. Update: it went really well, she was laughing and smiling a whole bunch and i had a real good time. It was fun hanging out with her. I was also able to help her shop which i was really worried about, bc i wasnt sure if i could actually give her advice and stuff. But it all worked out and we chatted for a while. I think she just wants to be friends so imma take it real slow and chill out. Im gonna drop her to a 7/10. Im not that interested in her anymore tbh. Imma move her to an 8 bc she seems to be interested in me a bit more. Were gonna go get green tea sushi next week. I think she cares a lot more about this/me then shes willing to admit. She said something about how the dinner should prove that ive changed or am a better person or something. So just keep it chill and DO NOT invite her over After. (6/23) so we never went on that hangout and she left for spain. She ft me sometimes when shes drunk and lonely and we chat and tease eachother. Im cool with that tbh, i think she still really wants me and always talked about how i did her dirty. Might be open to something casual eventually. I think she comes back pretty soon. (7/8) She texts me while i was in jersey asking me if i was free. She wants to hang out when im back. Im down but shes not very high on my list tbh. She also really confuses me bc she seemed to be offended when i asked to hang out but then asks to hand out a week or two later. I thought about bumping her down but its whatever fr. (7/16) Im back in NJ but ngl i dont really feel like seeing her any more. Everything i want from her can also be gotten from someone else. Idk if i mentioned this but she said she didnt mean to ft me when she was drunk and apologized for it. But i think she just regrets it idk.i might hang out with her once just so she doesnt think im ghosting her but idk i also dont feel like spending money.
10/10 :) → 7/10 → 8/10 —> 7/10
Abby Quinta
Lives in kearney NE but travels back here sometimes. Snap premium? Will lmk when shes back in town next
8/10
Nae
Lives over at washburn university, fwb, idk if she has a car or is willing to drive
7/10
Jae
Idk if willing to drive or what shes looking for tbh. She got baptized today so like she’s probably not looking for casual sex
44 miles away
8/10
Sara
Lives in mc phereson , idk if she has a car or wants to drive
fwb
8/10
Tina
57 miles away, idk if she can or even wants to come over so just chill for now, knows im looking for fwb . has a kid lmao
9/10
Alex
Lives in town and can probably come over. fwb. “Honestly I'm down for most things. I do like to be overstimulated. No butt stuff and must use a condom.” Switch. Make her dom me tho. Free most evenings, leaving july 10th. I came over on 5/21 She was weird lmao, def uglier in person. I didn't really care too much about her pleasure and left when i was done. She blocked me by the time i got home lol. I wonder if I should've done better so i couldve kept her around. Oh well fr. she was hella mid, 6/10.
7/10
Ti Thomas
100 miles away in wichita . fwb
7/10
Cadence
Lives in JC i think but is in mhk a lot. Ask if shes in town or close by. Pretty sure she has a car Fwb. (7/8) i texted her asking to hangout a bit ago and got left on delivered. Its whatever, but i wanna link with her and establish a connection
8.6/10
Jillian
Fwb 96 miles away. Idk if she has a car or if she wants to come over. Likes vocal stuff, and degrading and pain, rough stuff, grab her and smack her, choke her. Would have to pay for part of the gas. Would sleep over tho. Really likes vocal stuff and being talked through it. Spank everytime she stops the arch? “i like things that are degrading or praise like slut, good girl and just stuff along those lines”. “especially if you’re choking me while you do it or holding me close and really pounding me 🤤” Has an implant!! Likes to be choked in pronebone. Very submissive. Wants head. Gonna link with her 29th and 30th. Likes to be called good girl . “i don’t remember all of it but i’m pretty sure you were saying stuff like asking if i liked it and how it felt and saying how good i felt to you, called me good girl a lot”. Had to reschedule, gonna link with her on 6/5-6/6 . im excited fr. she really likes to be dominated. Im gonna grind on her while shes cooking and touch her whenever i want. “can you send me a voice message (tonight, tmw, whenever) of you just tell me some of the stuff you wanna do to me.” “yk it would be like super crazy if at some point you like idk pinned me to the wall and whatever and maybe even made me look at you if i tried to look away but idk i just think that would be kinda crazy right” new plan is for her to come over from 5/30 to 6/1 . make sure to take it slow when she comes over. Ask to kiss her at first. “but just so yk i also find it really hot if at any moment you want you just take all control back”. Jillian was over from saturday to tuesday and that was pretty cool. we had sex a lot and that was fun. she was a good kisser was good at giving head and i like fucking her too bc i could cum inside her and she was soo tight. but i didnt like giving her head too much bc shes really chubby and it was hard to get in there. she also wanted to go out in public a lot which i didnt like bc i dont wanna be seen with any of my fwb or let ppl who have my location wonder what im doing out. she liked to cook and made somethings for me so that was cool. but also i spent a lot of money on ingredients and gas and parking passes and that wasnt as cool. Also i had to leave for a while bc of the lake accident and she was home alone, when i came back she was super mopey and ended up crying to me later about feeling neglected. Idk why she cares so much about someone who she isnt dating. it was like an 8/10 experience.. (6/23) she came over again a week or two again and it was more of the same. She cooked me a cake which was cool and we fucked a lot which is also fun. But she cried again bc she felt neglected AGAIN and that really turned me off to her. Its so immature i think, idk, maybe im just insensitive. But yeah i might invite her back idk. For now i didnt text her as much and she noticed. I told her that the novelty wore off a but and she was sad but was till open to talking and linking. I also spent a lot of money again dammit!!
8/10
Scarlet
Found her off of wizz lmao. Lives in JC has a car. Might wanna come over one day but take it slow. Is studying childhood education. Goes to school here, pretty funny fr. likes to command me :). Shes only really free on the weekends. Also doesnt wanna come to my house on the first link i think. Idk if shes worth all that effort tbh. Keeps hinting that she wants to spend my money lmao
9/10
Samarri
Fwb, 48 miles away, idk if she has a car or can drive. “I like choking, deep strokes, a lil ass slapping, flipped in different positions, etc”
7.5/10
Lainey
Free next week , Fwb, can drive over. Likes giving head, LOVES getting head. I need condoms. (7/9), wants to come over real bad. She can do weekdays. I said she could come over from the 20-24, I might have Janae over then instead tho. Idk yet. Also she’s a switch, or at least is willing to do whatever I want, leans more bottom tho. (8/30), I said that i really wanna get dommed and she’s willing to do that for me. Is most free on the weekends
8/10
Emi
Idk if had a car or wants to drive. FWB
8/10
Riley
Wants to come over, fwb. Wants to come over the week of 6/1 but idk. Pretty cool fr. “okay so I really am into a lot of things but I can't top / dom very often. From time to time its fun but it's not really what I prefer like 80% of the time. and rough sex can be fun but not all the time, especially for first times I think it can just be awkward or uncomfortable.I would love to sit on your face if I'm being so honest but I know that's not everyone's thing. and I really like no
getting fingered, I think its so hot.I like a lot of foreplay. I like giving head and love gettikg head.” likes butt stuff. Has a dildo thats strap compatible but no strap yet. Likes getting her butt fingered and teased. Has a butt plug to uise on us both. Likes being teased and kissing with tongue. Likes that im tall. On birth control . Really wants to come over and go to dinner!
8/10
Bri
Lives in JC . Is reluctan, might take some time to be fwb or to come over. Idk if can drive either. Take it slow
8/10
Hailey
Lives like 90 miles away. Knows im looking for fwb. Might wanna come over one day.. Idk if she can drive tho
9/10
Eve
Fwb. idk if can or wants to drive tho
8.5/10
Hannah
Take it slow. She may wanna come over one day. (7/8) We almost hung out but she wasnt feeling well and canceled.She talked about going to a cool graffiti spot out of town which i was actually excited about she seems really cool. Make sure to hang out with her at night when i get back.
10/10 tbh
Emi
Fwb. 150 miles away. Idk if she caen drive or wants to
7.5/10
Addie
Fwb . 60 miles away. Idk if she can drive or wants to
8/10
Niyah
Fwb and wants to thang out bad. Lives in town and can come over. (6/23)Will be gone from Friday to July 6. On birth control. Free friday morning. Bad anxiety, Likes a lot for play, likes kissing, a little choking. Likes to be fingered. Likes to be talked to, praise and degraded. Really likes head. Likes to be dominated, has been unsatisfied with sex in the past. (7/8) almost linked with her before i went but it didnt work out. Its gonna be funny when im back bc I’m im gonna go back to not really wanting to link with her. Sucks for her tbh.
7/10
Tiffany
Sexy milf. Fwb i think. Is gonna come over hopefully june 3rd or 4rth. (6/23) Welp that didn’t work out. Also she lives in Lawrence and doesn’t have a car so idk. “From side , doggy … I only do missionary when I’m in a relationship wbu”
10/10
Lily
Old fwb. Take it slow? She may wanna come over. (6/23) nvm shes got a bf and it looks kinda serious
7/10
Briasia
6/23 loves in JC but can come over i think. On birth control , likes Choking being held down rough sex, Or slow and deep baby makin sex. Missionary, doggy, riding, from the side. Wants to hang bad. Also says shes a stamina demon so be careful fr
7/10
Janae
In Topeka. (6/23) Down to come over with some prodding. Maybe after i get back from NJ. all in all is fun to talk to and pretty cool tbh. (7/8) asked her to plan something and she seems kinda uninterested. Shes on the top of my list to link with but idk when, bc i have unique coming and then the cousins trip right after
10/10
Alayna - (6/23) lives in town and can come over. has an iud but prefers condoms
7.5/10
Goth Kota- (6/23) lives 100 miles away. Fwb, idk if can drive or wants to come over tho
7/10
Kylie- pretty far i think like at least 60 miles. Fwb,
7/10
Riri - (6/23) fwb 330 miles away goddamn. She might be closer check again later
8.5/10 bc she seems like a demon
Kayla - (6/23) 96 miles away, might be down to be fwb, not confirmed yet
8/10
Zawadi - (6/23) fwb, hour and 45 mins away. Idk if can or wants to come over
8.5/10
Adra - (6/23) idk where she lives but i think pretty far .but idk if she can or wants to come over
7/10
Brandie- (6/23) lives in Jc, fwb, wresltes so compliment her on that. I think she can come over, def wants to.
8/10
Lynzi- (6/23) 106 miles away in augusta , fwb. Idk if can or wants to drive tho. Fashion mahor and seems pretty cool tbh. Willing to drive over, thinks im chill . (7/8) we were talking a bit more and she had a bday party and invited me over but i declined. I really wanna link her tbh but idk how. She’s autistic which I didn’t realize tbh, I thought she was just eccentric. Friday to Sunday would work best for her to link.
8.5/10
Amaya taylor - (6/23) fwb 74 miles away. Idk if can or wants to come over tho
9/10
Ciara- (6/23) old fwb dating back to like 2024, lives in texas now. really likes and misses me but doesnt wanna admit it. Used to want to date me but i curved her and now shes mad. Last time i talked to her i had borken up with brenna and i was single. And i told her that i regretted curving her and wish id dotted her instead of brenna and that i wanted her. She brought that up this up recently and was like: i still remember how you felt last time. And I was like what did i say again? and she told me all that. And i completely forgot i told her that lmao. Bc none of its true and brenna is way better than her in every way. Im so proud of my past self for setting my present self up like that and making ciara think about and want me. I really threw a lob to myself. She added me on insta bc shes going through a rough spot with her bf. Poor guy lmao. (7/10) while i was on vacation in jersey she visited manhattan and wanted to hang out. She claims shes not as “easy” as last time, lmao yeah sure
8.5/10 only bc i have history with her
Jordan - (6/23) 72 miles away in Lawrence , doesnt drive but wants to come over. Has an apartment with a roommate. Kinda fun to talk to, likes being called ma’am
7.5/10
Antanaya – (6/23) lives in de soto, but is willing to come over. Likes being submissive and following instructions. Fun to talk to. Super shy, loves her nipples being touched And sucked and bitten. Likes to call me daddy. Likes to be choked. On birth control:) . Willing to try a lot of stuff except for butthole stuff. Wants to call Thursday night. (6/25) be rough Taking it slow, likes touching. Ask her before some. Slapping spanking, doggy style. Suck her boobs while she gives me a handjob . gonna link with her 6/26-6/27. (7/8) so she came over and it was really fun, shes cool to talk to and our personalities bounce really well off of eachothr and its fun to banter fr. the first twotimes we fucked i came super fast again which was disappointing but the 3rd time i lasted a while which was really cool. But she was pretty easy to finish off with my fingers and i made her cum 13 times while she was here. She seemed to like me a lot more after she came over and missed me while i was gone and was eager to come back. She was a little more chubby in person than i thought tbh. Also it was hard to eat her out bc there was a lot of fat in the way. But i do want to invite her back, but idk when bc i have a full plate rn. (7/23) She really wants to come back and i said yes to her coming over next week but then i realized that we wouldnt have much time plus if I wouldnt be able to have other ppl over like my family or Jazmyn. So i backed out, idk when im gonna link with her next but she really wants to come back and is dissatisfied with her other partners. (8/30), Weekends are good for her, can do weekdays but has to request off. We talked about her coming over Sep 5th and 6th.
9/10 →8/10
Dajanae - (6/23) lives in Topeka. No car and has a kid. Is a switch wants to peg me and tie me up and shit, and is willing to try ass stuff at least once as long as I shave. “Every couple of weeks my sister picks him up for the weekend fri-sun i can always take off the same weekend and try to find a ride down there” “Were gonna need handcuffs, masks, whips, headphones (the ones that go over your head), rope, double headed strap or dildo, lube, blindfolds, ballgag”. (7/23) I’ve texted her several times with no response so idk if she’s still interested but thats cool
8/10
Jazz- (7/8) So ive known about her for like almost 2 years now and weve talked like 3 separate times but never linked. But she just got out of a bad breakup and is lonely and wants a rebound. Im gonna link with her asap and make the wait worth the while. Shes really shy so she doesnt wanna fuck or anything. Just kiss and eat her out. Dont expect anything in return. Which is cool bc she’s super hot “I like to kiss and touch but don’t be aggressive, I will say when I’m ab to cum I like to be bitten, And choking is on the table nothing aggressive tho, Even just putting ur hand on my neck gets me going”. (7/14) Likes being called good girl I think. I’m gonna link with her late tonight so hopefully that goes well. Imma take it slow, kiss a lot and maybe eat her out if she’s down, we’ll see. (7/16) okay so damn that was a lot. It went really well tho. So at first i had trouble getting it up bc i was so tired but i ate her out and fingered her a bunch. Then she slept over and the next day we did a lot more and fucked eventually. She has a really tight and shallow pussy tbh and we had to stop a lot bc she said i was too big and she was sore. But besides that she was cool and funny and fun to talk to. Shes into a lot of weird fanfiction and used to work at arbys and so i was teasing her about ot and that was funny. She also asked me multiple times if I liked her. Which was kinda confuishing bc like wdym. We’re having sex arent we? What do you mean by like exactly? But i just said yes and i thought she was cool and fun to be around. She misses me already and wants to come back soon so i’ll like with her eventually. She likes to kiss and cuddle and be touching or close all the time. She loves getting head and fingered and also loves neck kisses and being choked and getting her ass ate. Also likes that i checked in with her while we were fucking and took breaks when we needed to, and that i was receptive to feedback during sex, and the way i talked to her and called her good girl, and she likes touching and kissing a lot. I think she kept asking if I liked her, and wanting to touch or be around me the whole time bc i she has been neglected or diminished in the past. She actually did talk about feeling ugly growing up and how bc she was the only black kid in school(i can relate heavily. Also she grew up in manhattan which is wild). And also she mentioned that her ex made her feel like a pervert bc jazmyn wanted intimacy a lot and her partner didnt. Likes that im as freaky as her and she said i have good stamina (once i got it up…) all in all she’s really cool and i cant wait to see her again. Also she’s really similar to brenna and idk if that makes me miss brenna more or less than before. (7/23) she slept over again the other day and it was just as cool. The main thing that happened was that we talked about what we were. I thought it was understood that we were just casual bc she just got out of a breakup and we both talked about our exes a lot and also once she reached out to me initially we just talked about fucking and then we had sex the first time meeting eachother so like to me that means its clearly a casual thing. But apparently she wasnt clear on that. And looking back i maybe shouldve brought it up the first link bc she seemed very interested to know what i thought of her and cared about the things i said deeply, luke when she kept asking if i liked her during our first link. Anyway at our second meeting things were going well and pretty much like the last one but then she went to my bathroom and saw my eyelash curler and later asked whose it was. And I told her it was mine which is true but then I asked why she cared and she didn’t respond. So then later I said we needed to talk about it and told her that I was just looking for something casual. She was pretty sad and a little mad tbh. She asked if I also had oral and penetrative sex twith these other women. She said that she told her friend that I seemed like a player which im a little flattered by tbh. But her saying that means she was considering me seriously which is even more flattering. After we talked about it more she said that she wouldn’t mind dating me,( uh thanks??). Anyway she said thats she’s a jealous person and doedn’t like sharing whats hers, but then says that even tho she knows im not hers she still feels that way. She then said that she’s cool with being casual bc she loves sex with me. So yeah this was a weird interation bc i thought it was obvious that we were just casually hooking up. I guess we were being pretty intimate and romantic and she did sleep over twice so thats a lot of things happening at once. I’m starting to realize just how good I am at detaching myself from women romantically. But yeah she’s still cool and i wanna continue hooking up with her except for the fact that the ubers are like 35 bucks round trip. He-He-Hell nah! Also im moving her down a bit just bc the mystery and appeal has worn off a but but she’s still super cool. When we were out in public she kept touching on me which was really hot. She always calls me sexy and verbally affirms me which i love. Oh yeah slso when we were fuckign she was like ordering me like “Keep fucking me just like that!” . and it was really hot. Also her pussy is super tight and she needs lube and to loosen up before we can fuck. Remember to make her orgasm before and you’ll be fine. (9/9) So i cut her off a little over a month ago when I started seeing Brenna again. After we were officially over I wanted to reach out to Jaz but i waited til she moved closer to me. I just texted her again yesterday and so far she still hasn’t responded. The good news is that I’m not blocket yet tho. Fingers crossed but we’ll see how it goes. 9/12, okay so we’re chilling and pretty much back to normal, im so glad im hot bro, it makes life so much easier. (9/16) We had talked about her coming over on tuesday but I blew her off to link with Widlynn bc she’s into more stuff. So we linked in the 12th which was sunday night and it went a amazing. She really missed me which was cute, she talked about how theres nobody who gives her good sex around besides me. She clearly wanted to sleep over or something but I had class so hell nah. But yeah we had period sex and i ate her ass which she still loves. Like i said earlier we’re pretty much back to normal. I missed her too tbh. (10/26) I havent linked with her in a bit and she’s kinda mad at me lmao. I’m linking with her tonight so im chilling probably. she is seeing someone but theyre not exlusive yet. be prepared to get cut off, tell her she can always come back. PT 2, lmao so never mind that was pretty easy. she acted mad at first but folded pretty quickly and was back to normal. she hesited for a bit bc she has a guy she;s seeing and doesnt know if its serious or not. He’s white in the military and she thinks he’s racist bc he’s said the n word before. He is a little rowdy, used to be a big trouble maker but buys her stuff all the time. also lives in fort riley and doesnt have a car. he doesnt have a car so she drives them everywhere. The whole time I was teasing her about him to make myself look better compared to him. She thinks she’s a little odd when he does things like picks her up in the middle of the store, is a bit awkard, doesnt think she could do the sexual things we do (like spanking) bc it would be too awkard. I teased her about the fact that he doesnt have a car and lives far away, is racist white and in the military, has picked her up and went too far. Anyway it was pretty fun and she had a real good time and dry hinted that she wanted to stay over but i said nah. I really like how well i performed today. It was easy for me to get and stay hard and that felt really good and empowering. We fucked for a while in pronebone and that was great, her butt is so damn soft. anyway we’re back to normal. she’s probably gonna be the star player on my roster for a while. just make sure to link with her a bit more often
9/10 → 9.5/10 → 9/10 →9.5/10
Heavelnly jay
(7/8) fwb. Lives near KC but is moving to lawrence soon. I think shes on the spectrum. Likes to eat ass suck dick, Gag suck on balls, prone bone with frog legs
8/10
Naijah
(7/9) fwb, lives in topeka, seems cool, wants to come over. Need to find out what days work best for her. (7/12) Weekends work best for her, Friday and Saturday and sometimes Sunday. Likes to call me daddy.
9/10
Azul
(7/9) fwb, Au pair? Idk if can come over
7.5/10
Anna
(7/10) fwb, but seems like she wants to be more tbh. Lives over near KU
7.5/10
Jessie
(7/10) not confirmed fwb but im pretty sure tbh. Seems pretty eager tbh, lives out in KC
7/10
Judy
(7/10) Seems eager tbh. FWB, lives in manhattan im pretty sure. (7/16) really wants to link but im not feeling it tbh
7.5/10 → 7/10
Zoey
(8/30) Fwb that Lives in town and can come over
“hmmm, i’m a veryyyy like submissive person i kinda like to jsut be thrown around and shi, i like it a little rough ngl”. Choking hair pullint
8/10
Aniyah
(8/30) Fwb in KC, I think she can come over idk. 8/31, Idk if she wants to drive that far anytime but maybe one day soon. (9/16) So for now were just chilling and talking. She’s kind of sad bc I dont have the time to talk to her often but like oh well fr. not much i can do (9/27)we finally started talking about sex and she’s a switch 😩 “on the other hand I would say for me I like to switch depending on the person so I could be really submissive or really dominant, I do like praise, edging, watching you play with yourself or vice versa, I do want to try using ice though” I want her to come over bad now. Shes likes how expressive I am. She’d be down to eat/play with my ass and wants the same with hers. Wants to try overstimmulating me. I’m bumping her up and I really want her to come over now. I need to learn her schedule. She’s cool, funny and smart and sexy and i need to capitalize on this now before the semester gets busier or she changes her mind. She’ll be here Halloweekend. I also promised to talk to her more. (10/3) I sent her a dick pic and she was speechless. She talked abotu being drunk halloweekend and i said i dont have sex with drunk women. She had some sort of break up a couple months ago and is using me as a rebound. She really likes perfume and asking questions and some rnb guy named kwn, coraline, reading,”kissing in public” by destin conrad, likes getting complimented on her body . (10/26) she’s easily my favorite rn, very cool and super pretty. will be here halloweekend saturday and that’s where when were gonna link. I’m so excited. wants to dom and edge me, likes when im vocalm likes to be talked to during sex. wants me to dom her too. To make her cum: No finger jabbing, focus on the clit is the most important thing, suck it. doesnt care much for the outer lips. Slow licking, sucking and fingering the right way is the key
10/10 → 11/10
Clarabella
(8/30) “Just friends” in topeka. Is willing to visit me eventually. (9/1) actually revealed that her parents wouldn't let her go anywhere or spend the night, asked her about sneaking out and she said idk. Shes a switch which is cool. But she said im the only one who she likes domming so thats cute. Hopefully i can see her one day. I think i told her about pegging and stuff with my ass and I think she said idk. (9/16) So for now were just chilling and talking. She’s kind of sad bc I dont have the time to talk to her often but like oh well fr. not much i can do
9/10
Widlynn
I think were fwb, lives in like lawrence, hour and a half away. Would come over. (8/30), has no class on tuesdays and weekends are usually free too. 8/31 is also a switch, likes light choking and being rough, kissing and pronebone. 9/1 “Stuff like choking and being rough and vibrators, but also sometimes handcuffs spanking and hair pulling”, “On the submissive side I love handjobs, my neck getting kissed and getting my face sat on” , and she said she loves all that too. She loves getting her ass ate. And apparently she’s eaten a guys ass before and liked it! I’m bumping her up a point. Asked to come over from sunday to monday, i said no bc that’s when Antanaya is coming, but i told her it was bc of family stuff. But shes really cool and id love to see her soon. Should i ask her about pegging?? Likes giving and receiving verbal affirmation, loves unique compliments, likes to get praised during sex, likes to be called good girl. Says she is awkward so help her relax. Wants to edge me so be vocal! Loves to be ate from front to back. (9/9) Okay so she came over this weekend and it was a lot of fun we took turns domming each other the whole time and I performed great and so did she. She loved riding me and kissing my ear which felt amazing bc it was so wet and sloppy, and giving me handjobs and edging me. She also ate and fingered my ass which also felt amazing. She was nasty af and it was so hot. But yeah it was really fun and she’s really cool and she things im pretty cool. After a couple days im ngl i was ready for her to go. She stayed from friday night to tuesday morning and by tuesday i was lowkey ready for her to go. We had a lot of sex and my dick was lowkey sore by the the end bc i was putting in so much work, and i was making excuses as to why i didnt wanna fuck. She really liked doggy and riding me and also me domming her, she made such cute noises when i pulled her hair or choked her or fucked her in front of the mirror. She was pretty fun to kiss too bc she had big lips. All in all she was really cool and it was really fun but she gets bumped down a bit bc she lowkey overstayed a tad and bc the mystery is gone now ofc. I’d invite her back tho when im free bc shes free on tuesdays. (9/16) She came over from monday night to wednesday morning and it was a lot of fun just like last time. I really like how affectionate and touchy she is, its really cute. Idk when the next time i can have her back will be bc classes are ramping up, but maybe. (9/24) we’ve been texting more and ngl ive grown more fond of her. Shes really sweet and caring and nurturing which is nice. And she’s funny and fun to talk to. I think I miss Brenna a lot idk. But yeah I’m inviting her back in a couple weeks. (9/26) She’d be cool with spanking me and eating my ass more if i asked. Wants to try getting fucked while she sleeps. “”but yes doggy feels good as well as prone bone and when you fold me up in missionary. i really like when you fuck me hard and slow.” Likes when she’s on top getting fucked from the bottom, hard and fast. Likes cuddle fuckikg from the side. (10/26) she came over like 2 weeks ago and it was a great time again. she’s really cool to be around and is down for whatever i want. she might come over wed - thursday this week idk.
9/10 → 10/10 → 9/10
Niya
(10/10)Fwb in JC. can come over
8/10
Sam
(10/10) not confirmed fwb in jc, idk if can come over
7/10
Zoe
(10/10) Ngl idk where i met her or where she lives
8/10
Jada
(10/10) Fwb, lives in town, idk if can come over
8/10
Emely
(10/10) Fwb, Lives in jc, idk if can come over
7.5/10
Jazzalin
(10/10) Fwb in KC. Don't think she can come over
7.5/10
Kiara
(10/10) Fwb in JC. who can come over, army girl. Likes to read smut, and is into bdsm(Bondage, submissive,role play,impact play, sensation play, rules,aftercare) . Has handcuffs, vibrators and blindfolds
7.5/10
Naika
(10/10) Lives in lawrence. I don’t think she’s interested in meeting up or anything
10/10
Giana
(10/10) Metal alt girl fwb. Lives in lawrence i think. Goes to KU
10/10
Lela
(10/10) Theeesome girls, can come to me in a couple weeks. “We both like to either share or watch each other get fucked, some people don’t like to be shared or worry about giving enough attention to both of us, it just depends on who we’re with” Lela likes giving head. (10/25) They broke up so i dont really care anymore
7/10
Avianna
(10/10) lawrence. cute girl but we havent talked about sex or anything so idk.
10/10
Purity
(10/23) fwb in topeka or KC i think? Idk if she can come over
8/10
Alyssa
(10/23) fwb? in town. she unadded me idk why
10/10
Camiya
(10/23) fwb, in topeka. idk if she can come over. works in ppls homes as a cma
10/10
Mini
(10/23) fwb in salina. idk if she can come over.
8/10
Fayfii
(10/23) fwb, 100 miles away. idk if she can come over
10/10
kadence
(10/23) fwb, idk where she is or if she can come over. (10/26) glazes me like crazy. Actually very pretty. is a virgin but would be down to come over and learn some stuff. I think she’s in KC but seemed down to come over for a weekend. (10/28) likes praise and mock sympathy
8/10 —> 8.5/10
Jayda
(10/23) Army girl “friend”. she might wanna come over if shes bored idk. lives in JC. (10/26) idk if she wants to be fwb, but you never know. nvm, she’s down. I need to link with her quick
10/10
Sage
(10/23) fwb in council grove. idk if she can come over
10/10
Raven
(10/23) FWB in Parkwood acres. idk if she can come over
10/10
Haru
(10/23) “friend” over in topeka. idk if she can or wants to come over
10/10
Riah
(10/25) fwb in topeka i think. idk if she can or wants to come over. (10/26) she wanted a verificaiton pic bc she thought i was fake lol. (10/28) she lost snap for some reason so now we’re texting (eww)
9/10
Kira
(10/24) gorgeous girl over in KC. Just met her the other day and shes gonna spend the weekend soon. hell yeah. (10/25) wants to spend the weekend after halloween. cool and sexy girl who likes marvel and dc and reading mystery books and crocheting and wants to be a forensic psychologust. (10/28) okay so she got upset with me last night and is lowkey ghosting me. she only just now realized that I talk to and have sex with other women, when i thought that was assumed unless stated otherwise. anyway i told her and she said she only likes to talk to one perosn at a time (then like why are you on tinder??). but yeah she also gets bored easily and doesnt like talking to men with “hella hoes“. this happened late last night and its 1 pm and she stil hasnt texted me. Im just gonna give her space bc I think she’ll come back wanting to talk.
10/10
Bree
Talia
(10/25) only wants to be “friends”. called me daddy on day 2. fwb.. lives 60 miles away. she’d be down to come over eventually. car is in the shop rn
7/10
Maci
(10/25) fwb in KC. idk if she can or wants to come over
8/10
Bodies : around 28 1. Jasmine(I think she performed best). Close! 2nd Brenna(I think i performed best). 3rd Ella (I think I performed best). 3rd Jasmine(I performed best and she was pretty good too) 3rd Widlynn ( she and i performed great and she dommed me and was really good at it, and i dommed her and she loved it)
Jasmine (sigh)
Percy
Black girl in jersey
Fat white girl in manhattan
Hannah in manhattan
Goth girl in wamego
Goth girl in aunties house (does that count?)
Steph in manhattan
Daijah
Keziah (kinda)
Darleen (kinda)
Lily
Ella
Riley
Trans girl with the handjobs ( kinda)
Delaney (kinda)
Brenna
Lise
Tragic
Grace
Em
Alex
Jillian
Antanaya
Jaz
Widlynn